Sunday, May 8, 2011

Who am I ?

My name is Marie. I'm a French, 45 years old woman. I'm a natural spiritual medium for more than 20 years now.
Even since I was a child, I have always been attracted to spiritual matters. Since the age of 14, I began to read a lot, practice meditation on a daily basis, I really wanted to answer all my questions about life, or at least I wanted to understand the rules and know the goals and objectives before I play the game.
On the other hand, I've never been a mystical kind of person, I'm smart and I know how to use my brain. I don't believe in theory, I need to understand, I need proofs and personal experiences. This aspect of my personality has made my path to spiritual knowledge longer, more difficult and chaotic but I guess that was my way….
Meanwhile, I studied law and became a business lawyer, I married a nice and successful businessman and we had 2 beautiful children… not really the typical mystical life !
Everything really began for me when I was 23, the day my father died.
When I saw his dead body on the bed, I clearly felt this was not my father anymore, something was obviously gone, he looked more like a wax statue. I realized that all that made my father was gone, leaving here only his body, the vehicle he used to incarnate into this life.
I came back home and didn't go to bed. I was devastated, crying, thinking, praying, meditating, asking "WHY !!!!". A real mess in my brain !
Suddenly, everything stopped in my head. I felt like the top of my skull opened and a warm flow of energy went down my full body from head to toes.
From that moment, I received an uninterrupted flow of information for almost 12 hours. It's just impossible to describe that experience with words. It just left me with no unanswered questions. I knew everything I've always wanted to know about life.
I had spent almost 10 years studying, reading, meditating and a lot more for almost no results, the more I was learning the more questions I had, and now in only 12 hours everything was here, inside me !!! I still don't know what happened exactly that day, but I know it totally changed my life !
After that amazing experience, everything went pretty fast. I began to "receive messages" for people, mostly family, friends, co-workers or people I knew at the beginning and then even for people I didn't know or never heard about.
At first, I was feeling like : "Hey, what do you want me to do with these messages ? I don't want people to think I'm crazy ! I'm a lawyer, I have a reputation to maintain ! Please, find someone else to deliver your messages.".
But when I began to deliver messages to close people, I was really surprised with their reaction. It meant something to them !!! Most of the time, it answered to questions they had inside of them or gave them keys to problems they had. Most of the time, it gave them joy and happiness.
People were talking and word of mouth brought a lot of people to ask me if I had a "message" for them. Sometimes I had, sometimes I didn't.
After 2 years, it took too much of my life and I had to quit my job.
For the next 10 years, I did this full time, though I never had an "office" or never advertised my "skills". Only word of mouth, people talking to other people…
At first, I had a lot of French businessmen (friends of my husband) asking me for messages or advice, then politicians and famous people in France but also simple people who heard about me. After a while, I was receiving questions from people all over the world. I couldn't even answer everybody.
Then I lost my husband and one of my two sons. No need to tell you how I felt.
I still had messages coming and people asking me but I stopped "delivering" for 2 years even though I had clear messages telling me to fulfill my "mission".
It didn't help me to feel better, on the contrary, I was feeling worse and worse and finally I decided to stop being stupid and fight the whole universe because I thought what happened to me was not fair.
So I started to deliver messages again and help people. Whatever happens to me in my life, I think this is my mission and I have to do it.
Two years ago, my son had to move to Asia for his business and I followed him to settled down in this unknown part of the world. So many things to do for people here !!! I quickly got involved in many development and charity projects and thanks to internet and technology I still can deliver personal messages and spiritual advices to the people asking me.
If you have any questions, if you want to see if you have a personal message, if you need spiritual advice, help or support, feel free to contact me and I will be more than happy if I can help you in any ways…